Fear

Emm okay, Im not ready to date yet. I prefer just hanging out with a few friends because that is by way more comfortable. Or maybe I am currently saving a spot for someone. I dont know. Because the minute I remember waking up you were all over my head and I wondered what the hell are you doing stuck inside here. Because I never thought I'd start to like you, in a special way. So Im not ready to go out with anyone else except maybe you. But again, why do I like you? That was least expected. Or maybe i'm just afraid of getting close to anyone so it's easier liking you without you knowing. This still leads to, I feel like just want to be surrounded by friends. Maybe because we are friends. Shucks. What am I afraid of?